Thank you to all the
wonderful open minded people who have visited the original site (on Tripod) since the
year 2000.It has grown and reached
thousands of magical Christian , Pagan, and Occult people over the
last decade.
I am the Creatrix of
this site. I created this 10 years ago, as I struggled to find
people like me and began learning web design.. I have met so many
wonderful people along the way, and grown so much in my womanhood,
spirituality, and computer skills. I have been able to open
the minds of Pagan and Christian alike and dispel many falsehoods on
both sides. I have learned from all of you as you gathered
information from me. After all, that was the goal of
Project St. Craft when I embarked on in the Spring of 1999,
with my pseudo name and fake email; Lest I suffer the wrath of Pagan
and Christian alike.
I have journeyed so far
in this last decade. I have loved and I have lost. I have experience
joys , sorrows and some darker bits that the Universe has to offer.
I have journeyed within and kicked a few butts without. Above all I
experienced and I have sacrificed and had others who sacrificed for
me, just as I have had a few who were unable of sacrifice and ran at
the first sign of shaky waters; these also were some of my hardest
and deepest lessons.
I experienced suffering
and death of a cherished person who had always been there to save
me, and now is gone from my site. I nursed the sick and
brokenhearted while crushing under the weight of my own grief an
betrayal , trying not to let it effect the way I love others.
I have mourned and raged at injustice. I have felt the anxious
realization your child is a little bit different coupled with a
driving desire to give them tools they need. I invited some truly
damaged and disturbed people into my life, who I have had to heal
from knowing. I have been an advocate
against atrocities and have done by hardest to prevail through it
all .
I have also created life
and raised three fabulous children (still a work in progress) alone,
as a single parent. I have loved and experienced passion. I created
and watched my children begin to create. I have met many people and
phenomenally spiritual women along the way. I have felt sadness and
pride as most exit my path as needed and marveled when the
Universe has kept on my path, a few women I found priceless!
I journeyed and learned from other women, everything from The Craft
to Motherhood and all in-between.
I have educated myself
from A-Z in all a sundry of things. I studied Cognitive
Therapy to Tantra. I received certificates in teaching, marketing,
small business, and Applied Behavioral Analysis . I have started and
failed and started and succeed with a few businesses and projects
over the last decade. I have grown into my spiritual path and experienced
many different ways to the Center.
Above all- I have
EXPERIENCED. Every moment , every lesson, every feeling,
disappointment, joy and sorrow- they have all been mine. Mine
to work through and mine to share.
I am archiving this
site, it will still be available for the seeker, however I am
updating with a new fresh site. One that I do not need to hide
behind, or explain my beliefs, or even really give a damn who
agrees or not.
I once read an article
that stated ;
"Your 20's
are for experiencing yourself. Your 30's are for finding yourself,
Your 40's are for accepting yourself. And your 50's are for not
giving a shit who likes you our not, and being your genuine self."
I am kissing the ass end
of my 30's and a bit ahead of schedule I accept me and I don't care
if anyone else does.
As a dear Witch I know
says....
" The
Crone has earned the right to spit on the sidewalk!"
Basically, most
( there is always the less
evolved exception - as I have sadly encountered) women
who make it to 50 , have experienced enough of life to say "Screw off I can
do what I want"
I am Ankhesenaum. I am a Rootworker and Hoodoo
Mama. I am a Witch an Strega I am Christian influenced and
have faith in it. I am in
Service of the Loa (Spirits), the Ancestors an Saints (the
Blood), the Goddess (the Life) the Christ , (the Compassion) all for Bondye (the Great Good
God).
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I am a mother, a
daughter, a sister, a friend, a lover, a worthy adversary and I am
here to share with the adept through my Craft.
Those who want what I have to share are welcome and those who do not, can
pass me bye.
As for me, I am
somewhere hovering between Mother and Crone-- loving being a Mom and
yet ready for the reigns of motherhood to ease up,
as I confidently walk through my 40's moving forward to my spitting
on the sidewalk days........
"I am not a Bitch, I am just intolerant of
bull shit!"
"Be who you
are , the people who are worthy of you will not care and those who
do , you don't want as friend anyhow....."
